tROUBLemaKER!!!

lately emosi xbrp nop stabil..kdg2 rse cdey,kdg2 rase marah n rase mcm xde mood nk ckp ngan sume owg....xthulah bakpe tapi rsenye sbb rizat spm nak kuar dah plus sakit ati dgn someone in my family..tapi xboh r ade rase gini terytama sekali dgn adek beradek....tapi mcm xleh r...makin lame makin sakit ati.....sblm nie mcm2 plan...lps abis spm nak improve my englishlah,nak keje, tp sumenye xjd....rse cdey sgt bile kene balek kg tmn adeq aq.....xkisah sgt pown duk kt besut....xbeban ckit pown nk tmn adeq ngan ayoh aq kat ctu....tapi yg buat aq rase geram +maroh+bengang bile owg xhargai langsung nde yg aq buat...bknnyew nop suh dyeowg puji melambung tapi jgn r nop komen plop nde yg aq buat....i`ve tried my best doing all dat cleaning,cooking n other things related to that stuff....well at least i had improved my cookoing skill without going to any of cooking class.....kekekeke.......tapi gitu r....skunk nie mok suh aq duk kmmn tmn k.long plop....mmg aq nie muke kene tmn owg ea....i deserve to make my own decision....semalam mcm memberontak ckit...ayoh kol ckp pown mcm nop xboh jew....sakit ati r......rase bersaloh pown ade.....tapi biar r....kdg2 rase mcm lmbt  r plop nop bleh smbg blajo mane2...bowink doh duk kat umah xbt nde2 pown...satu lg nde yg bt aq bengang ngat ngan adeq aq kdg2 law dye suh ajo something aq bleh jew nk ajo.....tapi xke r bile aq ajo jew mmg dye akan tanye byk nde...well...xkisah r...maybe dye mmg xphm nde yg cikgu dye ajo tapi aq paling pantang law aq ajo n dye mcm xcaye....kononnye mcm aq xthu nape r....mcm nak uji aq pown ade...mmg r pale aq nie bkn mcm buku teks....sometimes ade gok nde yg aq xingat bile dye tanye....xth r gane...pada aq adeq aq nie mcm ske sgt nak bergantung ngan owg len...in short still xleh nak berdikari....tapi honestly jelez r ngan dye coz mok mcm ikut jew nde yg dye nak maybe tkut dye bt perangai kot....xbeza pown dye ngan aq...aq thn lps xduk hostel gop...balek ngan bas gok....bakpe dye balek ngn van pown nop sungut mcm balek jln kaki...padahal mase xboh duk hostel mcm2 janji ngan ayoh...`.`xpe k.we sanggup balek ngan van pown asal xduk hhostel``...eleh....susoh r nk bg dye paham...dye nop suh owg jew paham n ikut cakap dye..at least fikir r cket mok ngan ayoh 2 busy mcm ne..pape jewlah.....panas rase ati....rizat dahlah nak kuar doh...arrrggghhh!!!!tkutnyew.....whateverlah....yg pnting law aq xske pown duk ngan adeq aq kt kg tu i just do it for my parents....n arp2 adeq aq 2 cpt2lah matang.....

passion,desire n friendship...

ridunyer kat kwn2 aq....juz miss them a lot....duk umah sowg pown cbuk mengkhatamkan novel dan movies yg terbengkalai...cuma tertarik dgn citer hindustan...asenye sume owg pown daa tengok citer nie...3 idiots....cerita pasal persahaabatan of course....n about success....perfect moral  in just one movie..sebelum nie aq bknlah ske sgt tgk hindustan tapi citer nie tgk berkali-kali pown xrase bosan pown....lawok pown ade cket.....pasal 3 sahabat rancho,farhan n raju...mcm pelik bile aq layan industan...persahabatan yg sgt tinggi....law aq bleh dpt kawan mcm tu bestnyer...tapi ske sgt sbb sbnrnya daa ramai kwn yg aq ske bt mase skunk...tapi xtahulaa law ade jgk yg xikhlas kwn ngan aq...but i`m absolutely sure that they are all great frenz.....one more thing cite nie de r jgk pasal success...mcm dye kate buat something yg kte ske n jgn ikut owg...merapu doh ea...seriously i really miss my frenz especially ecah,napi...maybe sbb aq rapat ngan dyeowg kot....tapi mmg nk sgt jpe ngan sume kwn aq mase amik rizat...tapi aq xsure bleh gi amik ke x....pape jewlah...frenz i miss ya...huhuhu...(tiba2 jdk emo...hahaha)

you suck!!

Lame sgt2 xupdate..juz felt hurt n sick of someone..semeone that really likes to care of others without even realise that tthey are worst..mnyampah r law ske sgt jg tepi kain owg..kain sndiri senget ke labuh ke xsdar diri..arghhhh!!stressed me a lot...lately my father seems so busy with his work and there is someone said that he is such a workaholic n not care about his family..so sad actually when someone said that to us..they judged him without even knowing him..what the hell..for me he is the best father ever..hu3x..cdey..mk kate mulut owg mmg gitu tapi geram r..I know my mom is so sad by juz looking at her face..law family dye ok xpe gok nie sowg2 macam setan..gatal mcm nde..bakpelah wujud agi manusia gini atas bumi nie..honestly I m not going to respect them anymore although they are so much older than me..for me easy juz respect someone that can respect u too..keje tinggi dh sowg2 tapi mulut bau longkang..well match with their ugly face..ha3x..one more thing there is a person said that I'm katak bwh tmpurung..he said that as I have no social life..I think this guy dun noe how to joke in a good way..ill remember this magic phrase 4eva you jerk..I know it suitable with that phrase but doesn't mean he can say that straight to my face..I mean please dun try to change me..hate that a lot..pendek kate sume laki yg pernah aq knal mnyakitkan hati jew blake...to someone that hate my family so much juz look yourself in mirror ur bloody fool..n to someone that said I'm like katak..glad that ill never see you again..sorry to say..by da way sape mkn cili dye yg rse pds..nite..

GRAduATIONXxxx

finally graduation is over!!!that means exam is so near...juz around da corner...cannot wait for the exam to be over...sick of lots of hand outs,books and extra classes....thinking about exam make me cannot wait for the school to be over....think of all my frenz make me sad to be separate from all of them...hu3x...silly me...life  must be go on....honestly makin dkt ngan exam perasaan mls mkin mnjadi2....adoiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!PLLEASE HELP ME OUT OF THIS SERIOUS PROBLEM!!!

I WISh i HAVe REMEDY to CURE all ills!!!

sekse giler demam.....dapat mc 3 hari pown rase mcm xbest langsung...dgn sakit palenye....huhuhu...i cant stand it anymore....rase mcm daa abis spm plop rehat kat umoh....luckly,ari nie ok ckit....mesti byk tinggal blajo kat skul...yg bestnyew demam i had been treated as a princess by all my famlies....hahaha.....rasenye esok bleh r kot gi kls...tu pown law ade....law xdok pown ok jgk....tgk xsdr diri nop exam daa.....my taste bud seems not functional at this time....sume makanan rase tawar.....mkn nasi mcm mkn ngn air msok.....eiyyy!!!!nk muntoh pown ade....arp2 nie r kali terakhir aq demam...i ant imagine if i have this fever during the exam week...rase xsdap bdn mase daki bukit ngan teacher tan doh tapi tahan jew...law pengsan sape nk angkat...dahlah berat....huhuhu...whatever..thank ALLAH that its going to be over soon....

HEPY RAYE!!!!

malasnyer nop kemas brg..dalam kul 4 kkgi balek kampung...ermm....mcm xbest jew raye thn nie...semua owg suh stdy...sometimes sick of it...balek kg pown kene bwk buku kew????adoi!!!lambatnyew nop abis spm....raye kjp jew lps tu sklh balek....stress r...hu3x.....xsbr nop jpe spupu2 aq(yg bdk2 r)...lps raye maksudnyew makin dekat dgn spm....OMG...HELP ME!!!pape jewlah...xde mood benonye....

aM I WAS WRONG?????

tadi bdk2 kls bincang pasal nak bke pose same...esok...and as usual there must be someone that refuse to join that,....(including me)....bkn xboh gie tapi jauh sangat r...mari tu maybe bleh jew kot nop balek tu...ade sape2 nok ato aq sapa kijal ke...so sad when all my classmates seem so excited about this....hope they``ll enjoy it....one more thing,malas doh nop nyusoh kat mok aq....i have been such a troublemaker to her since i decided not to stay at hostel this year...huhuhu....sori mom...arp2 bdk2 brl faham r....takut jew ade owg kate aq selfish....coz mani kate mcm ade gok yg xpuas ati ngan owg yg xboh gie....sori guys...huhuhu....how sad....sometimes sick of everything....stress!!!!!dahlah markah add math jatuh...nsib baek A lagi...whatever...to all my classmates so sorry and i hope all of them understand me well....huhuhu...=(